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About Me Member Procrastinator Tay-16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Not again, this can't be happening again...

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:05 PM
Oh fuck. (sorry for swearing) Why is it that once you find someone that you love a lot and you care about and you almost want to spend the rest of your life with that one person, something, anything, steps in and changes that feeling? This always happens with me. I fall in love too fast, thinking that he's perfect and I love him to death then one little thing happens and I'm totally unsure of how I feel again. I love him right? I promised him that I would never hurt him or leave him or betray him... now it feels like I'm doing it again. I just don't feel the same anymore and it kills me that I don't. I was so sure of my feelings this time, it was unlike anything else. Finding someone that would die if anything happened to you, someone who would give their life to protect you, someone that could just hold you for eternity... you should love them as much as they love you right? Fuck fuck fuck fuck, I hate this. I want to love him like I used to but I'm not sure if I can anymore. I want to blame the distance, or the trust issues, or the age..., but I can't because I know its me.
It's me, and it's always going to be me.

  • Mood: Disbelief

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Likes: Books, books and more books. I also like hanging with friends and classical music.
Dislikes: Mornings, school, homework, my job, my boss, and when people think they know everything but they're really full of shit. ^^

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In the middle of the ocean
  • Interests: I like lots of things
  • Favourite movie: Jumper, Suicide Club, Watchmen,
  • Favourite band or musician: Boys Like Girls, Good Charlotte, Death Cab for Cutie, Metro Station, Epik High, Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Pretty much anything but country
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod touch
  • Shell of choice: one I can throw at my brother
  • Wallpaper of choice: Whatever mood I'm feeling
  • Skin of choice: I really like my skin if thats okay...
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PC, PSP, Nintendo DS
  • Personal Quote: "I know right" and "Like Totally"
  • Tools of the Trade: My brain?....

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Comments


:iconkatalla:
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
:iconlilymurrell:
Thanks for the fave! :D
:iconroxygurl1994:
Hi hi Tay.

Hows school?

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Love last a life time, so be prepard to be with me forever! :D
:iconyugiohcosplayer:
journal taqgged

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(^^) "a good friend would bail you out of jail but a true friend would be sitting next to you in the jail cell saying damn that was fun"
:iconroxygurl1994:
Hey Tay Tay. How are you?

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Love last a life time, so be prepard to be with me forever! :D
:iconijustpokedyou:
I'm pretty good, tired at the moment.

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You never realize how much you care for someone until you actually lose them and God does it hurt.
:iconyugiohcosplayer:
HI taylor remeber me from the bus ride XD

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(^^) "a good friend would bail you out of jail but a true friend would be sitting next to you in the jail cell saying damn that was fun"
:iconijustpokedyou:
Rofl hey dude~

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You never realize how much you care for someone until you actually lose them and God does it hurt.
:iconyugiohcosplayer:
sup XD >.<

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(^^) "a good friend would bail you out of jail but a true friend would be sitting next to you in the jail cell saying damn that was fun"
:iconijustpokedyou:
Nothing much home dawg xD

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You never realize how much you care for someone until you actually lose them and God does it hurt.

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